I watch my thoughts just come and go.
Some are dark and some are light.
There will be a day when I will know
I can control which come into sight.
I long for the time when I can push away
the dark thoughts I don’t want to see,
and pick the ones that joyfully display
that I am not a prisoner of my history.
I am the see-r behind the views,
the artist of the sculpture of my mind,
the poet who can pen the blues
or create soaring anthems to the Divine.
I am the meaning-destroyer with the chisel of cynicism sharp
and the meaning-maker with loving hands that shape the clay.
I determine what becomes a work or art,
a beautiful thought, or shards to be thrown away.
There will be a day when dark thoughts may come anew.
I will just push them away.
They are but ghosts who hide the view
of the joy and beauty around me today.
I will never know the answers to all the mysteries.
But I can laugh with the universe, I can dance with irony,
I can enjoy the absurd, and play with possibilities.
I can remind myself–I am more than my biology.